only in the eyes of other can one see thyself

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The soul deprived of feelings
Holding hands reluctant to let go
Is it stupid to love someone so madly that it kills to not be with them
I have loved so much that it have choked my throat
But why do i feel numb and empty in this moment incapable of loving
incapable of feeling
An intense hunger for deep conversations
When faced with intense emotion i turn away, afraid it would destroy you, as it did destroy me
Loving someone madly ain't easy
Some people choose with their rational minds
But can love ever be rational?
Can it ever make sense?
If i stop to think

It is hard to express ain't it love?
Expression, the most precious element
Some express in words
Some, in actions
Some just express with their presence
With their attention
What do you want?
To be understood?
loved?
desired?
cherished?
remembered?
Does all this make it worthwhile

Deep inside what are we
If not alone
Don't you want to share this loneliness with someone
To strangers, a smile
To friends, a call
To lovers, a kiss
To family, some care
To universe, some coincidences
All these floating thoughts
Does it take you somewhere?
Do you want to go?
With me

Is it me you seek
Or yourself
Only in the eyes of other can one see thyself